The Trade-Off

Posted in My Weight-Loss Journey by Rachel

Yesterday was a wash. I chose freelance over going to the gym for the first time in a long, long time. I had no choice but to exercise the ‘exception to the rule’ card and lay some serious smack down on getting those last two projects out. My only other option was to go completely insane.

Not happening.

I am generally against ‘rationalizing’ a missed workout, but if I didn’t get those two projects done and out the door, I wouldn’t have been able to function. It troubles me deeply to get behind on projects and miss deadlines. The sheer weight of the stress and anxiety I experience when that happens (however rare), is enough to spark sleepless nights and catalyze a food rampage. For me, unnecessary stress = an unnecessary calorie surplus and I am not willing to let that happen. I am, however, willing to occasionally forgo a workout for the greater good of my mental (and physical) health if the benefits of doing so grossly outweigh the consequences.

And they did.

I am officially freelance-free for the next few days!

And I plan to enjoy them.

No freelance. No unpacking. No painting.

I’ve already made plans with Cassie that will span Friday evening to Sunday morning and include a Friday night workout, a Saturday morning Zumba class (…and most likely another 2 mile jog in 30-degree weather on top of it), a social gathering on Saturday evening, and two nights of giggling over the ‘snoring man downstairs’. We may even get in some lounging, but I seriously doubt it. When we’re together, we don’t stop moving.

Sunday will bring with it a heavy dose of reality when The Girl and I head over to the old apartment for a old fashion clean-fest before handing in our keys at the end of this month. We have carload of random crap to run to our new apartment and a trip to make to a local donation center where we are planning to unload ten bags of gently worn and non-fitting (!!) clothing.

Once that’s done, we will probably begin unpacking and settling into our new place more aggressively. Not going to lie, I’m looking forward to the day when I’m not shuffling around thirty boxes looking for toilet paper at 6:30a and/or eating something other than Tortino’s Pizza Rolls for dinner, but what’s another week?

3 Comments to “The Trade-Off”

  • You made the right choice – stress is worse for you then missing one workout.
    Have fun with your time off!
    Oh – I have an award for you on my blog today – stop by when you get a chance!

  • Don’t worry about it. There will be times when you will have to miss a workout for one reason or another. I’m just glad that it was for a reason that you can justify…and don’t feel guilty about. As I’m sure you know, guilt is deadly for people like us. And, congratulations on the new abode. I hope that you make many happy memories there with The Girl.

    Here’s wishing you fabulousness during your very busy weekend.

    • Thanks, Lady! Glad to have you stopping by. :)

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This is my journey to lose 121 lbs one calorie, one blog post, one tweet, and one workout at a time! No foods are off limits, moderation is a must, and calorie intake/expenditure is key.
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  • Current Weight: 168 (As of 08/31/10)
  • Total Loss: 103 lbs

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