To Do: Live in the Moment

Posted in My Weight-Loss Journey by Rachel

As I continue on my journey ‘full steam ahead’, it has become obvious that I don’t reflect as much as I’d like to. For example, I could write a dissertation on what it means to be wearing size 12 jeans at this very moment. I could write about what that number symbolizes rather than simply crossing that milestone off my ‘to do’ list. I could write about how I completely surrendered to the idea of being destined to live a miserable life trapped inside a body I loathed for the better part of eight years. I could write about how I truly believed that I would never again fit into the world I once knew.

Perhaps it’s time to soak in my surroundings and really start to live this life that I have worked so hard to regain and reflect on the life that I’m leaving behind rather than blindly steamrolling from milestone to milestone.

Or should I say milestone to headstone?

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2 Comments to “To Do: Live in the Moment”

  • I think you should stop and reflect as you won't be stopping and reflecting alone. It's hard letting it all hang out there but I find those are the posts that people want to read.

    • Very good point. Now that I am nearing the finish line of this marathon and approaching a new chapter (maintenance), reflection is inevitable. Unfortunately, it has less to do with posting what people may or may not want to read and more to do with progression.

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    This is my journey to lose 121 lbs — one calorie at a time! No foods are 'off limits', moderation is a must, and counting calories is key.
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    • » Starting Weight: 271 lbs (I'm 5'2")
    • » Dec '08: -10 lbs (261)
    • » Jan '09: -12 lbs (249)
    • » Feb '09: -9 lbs (240)
    • » March '09: -10 lbs (230)
    • » April '09: -7 lbs (223)
    • » May '09: -5 lbs (218)
    • » June '09: -6.5 lbs (211.5)
    • » July '09: -4 lbs (207.5)
    • » Aug '09: -6.5 lbs (201)
    • » Sept '09: -8.5 lbs (192.5)
    • » Oct '09: -7 lbs (185.5)
    • » Nov '09: -7.5 lbs (178)
    • » Dec '09: -5.5 lbs (172.5)
    • » Jan '10: -4.5 lbs (168)
    • » Feb '10: -4 lbs (164)
    • » Total: 107 lbs lost

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